venice beach 8.22.11
last night, i went out with my roommate who is a newly bleached blonde to venice beach, ca. and i never go out anymore. im poor. i’m broke. and worst of all i was tired but i said yes to her text before i even knew what was up. i mean, what the hell? i don’t have to work tomorrow! let’s go for a drink and bail. you know when you plan for the worst and it turns out better than you expected? yes, roomie lasted 3 drinks and i well, was the designated driver. i found a way to smile and boy was it worth it though. anyways, long story short, i met a person that had that kismetness to them. and it was extraordinary. a rare moment. a genuine soul. that liked to smile. “i’m selfish because smiling makes me feel good”. a person that could make everyday feel like friday. a person that introduced me to real fresh grape juice. yummers. alls well and it ended well and roomie and i sang to her ipod songs the whole way home. i was happy last night and so was roomie because heaven knows we’re miserable right now. :D
camera obscura: tears for affairs.
It’s too hot for sweaters but I can’t help but want to cut my hair off sweet Jean Seberg style…
where have i been you ask? contemplating and doing life….working out the meanings to this song, essentially.
it was my sunday. back to work tomorrow.
+my grindy brakes were fixed.
+ hung out with my mom
+she drove me nuts
+hung out with my lovely friends joanne, chris and charrey dog.
+heard some good songs on the ipod shuffling.
+took a cold shower to combat the heat in the apt.
+have the place to myself to snore in complete freedom ;)
+let’s do this summer and have a good hardworking time!
this is all i want. dearly.
letting go
letting the hurt pass
letting the smiles flow
learning to say goodbye to loved ones
especially my bestie of 5 years, a friend of 4 years and that fucking boss i hate.
in a word or 2: moving on….
so i have to move again. jesus fucking christ im so annoyed. i am so very mad at you juan coronado.
sincerely,
khuyen
night night monday night wish you were friday!